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Album Eleven

by Paul Barton

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1.
Here we go again I’m warning you This album is quite different I think you might not like it So proceed with caution I’m warning you This won’t be very happy Or peaceful or calming Or optimistic I’m warning you I might try to be funny And depressing like Bo Burnham It might be messy I’m warning you I’m a pretty good musician But I’m not nearly as good as Jacob Collier or Bill Wurtz If you want something more uplifting Listen to my album from 2019 It’s not bad at least that’s what I think But if you don’t care just keep on listening Here we go again I’m putting out an album Here we go again Another album Here we go again I hope you like it Here we go again Another album I’m warning you I think that being weird is fascinating And I think that will make me famous So far I’ve been dead wrong I’m warning you This is my eleventh album Part of me holds to the delusion That this one will go viral I’m warning you Who do I think I’m kidding? It’s just my family and my close friends listening I’ll never be famous I’m warning you I’m going to try some brutal honesty Because I think it might be trendy We’ll see how that goes If I want to be a more successful artist I’d focus on the business and research the market Instead I think that being weird will work much better Here we go again this is a last-ditch effort This is a last-ditch effort Here we go again I’m putting out an album Here we go again Another album Here we go again I hope you like it Here we go again Another album
2.
Humanity 03:25
Humanity has problems, you know them, I know them Humanity should solve them, you know it, I know it Look no further, I have the answer What we need, is one more song That should do it That should do it Don’t worry, I’m on it How many songs have been written? At least a billion. We need a billion and one. The time is right for inspiration, perspiration, imagination That’s my purpose, mine not yours What you need, is to hear this song That should do it That should do it That should do it Don’t worry, I’m on it
3.
You’re so special You can do great things Everyone’s watching Actually, they’re not, but they might You’re so special You can save the world Set your mind to it That’s what you’re for Wouldn’t it be great if all of that was true Wouldn’t it be great if we could all be the few Seven billion special people doing great things Why is it that my life sometimes seems so lame? What’s the meaning of life? What’s the point of doing anything when you’re not famous? What’s the meaning of life? What’s the point of doing anything when you’re not paid for it? You and I both know We’re not supposed to care about fame and money, now don’t you know That’s what all the rich famous people say When you fall down You get right back up If you keep falling down There might be something wrong with your legs It takes millions of people to change the world Start with yourself and then spread the word Only two or three will listen cause you’re not well known You were one in a million now you’re on your own What’s the meaning of life? What’s the point of doing anything when you’re not famous? What’s the meaning of life? What’s the point of doing anything when you’re not paid for it? You and I both know We’re not supposed to care about fame and money, now don’t you know We're supposed to care about making people Happy and doing great things Changing the world Follow your dreams Find your purpose You’re supposed to do it Without any fame or money Now don’t you know How do you do it? How do you do it? How do you do it? How do you do it?
4.
I went to work and then I came home I made myself food then I stared at my phone I did the same yesterday and the day before This isn’t what they said life was for Now I should be helping the world to change Or at least doing something to gain some fame That way it would be worth it that way it would be fine But I tried and I failed and I’m running out of time Someday soon it’s gotta be better than this Better than this I’m not a Christian I not a Jew Not a Muslim or Buddhist or whatever you choose I can’t even say I’m an atheist At least when I was I could just exist Now maybe there’s something out there but who knows What’s the point of being happy if it’s gone tomorrow? I’m sure there’s a bright side, I’m sure there’s a way, But I’ve already heard everything there is to say Someday soon it’s gotta be better than this Better than this
5.
I’m too embarrassed to sing in front of you If you keep staring I don’t know what I’ll do Try to think of something, staring at my shoes I’m too embarrassed to sing in front of you I’m starting to think about what you think of me What I think you think about me makes you kinda mean Hater’s gonna hate myself for being kinda weak Forgot who I’m supposed to be It’s really all about me Centre of the galaxy You are alien to me I’m too embarrassed to say I love you If I keep smiling will you know I do Try to change the subject but you’ll see right through I’m too embarrassed to say I love you What if you could see what’s going on inside my brain? It’s kind of confusing and I can’t really explain Do I have free will or do I not, I think I do Or was that thought predetermined by things I’ve thought before? Forgot who I’m supposed to be (you know that I know that you know now) It’s really all about me (all I gotta do to let go) Centre of the galaxy (just one simple step simple it seems) You are alien to me (everyone can do it except me)
6.
Pressure 03:37
Who Am I? Who am I, I don’t know I shouldn’t, I shouldn’t be so low Putting pressure on myself Putting pressure on myself Who Am I? I should be making art I should explore, I should should should should should Putting pressure on myself Putting pressure on myself I go outside at least once a day I play my songs enough, some would say I prove to me, that I’m worthy I tolerate myself Who Am I? I’ve made ten albums now And maybe, it’s alright to know how Putting pressure on myself Putting pressure on myself Love-hate reason to walk away from the hole I could be in I go outside at least once a day I play my songs enough, some would say I prove to me, that I’m worthy I tolerate myself Putting pressure on myself Putting pressure on myself
7.
I’m scared of you, I’m scared of them I’m scared of her, I’m scared of him I’m scared you’ll think I’m a little weird or I’m stupid, or I smell bad That might make me act a little strange, and then I’ll be scared that you’ll think I’m acting strange Just don’t look at me, Don’t look at me, I’m not here Just don’t look at me, Don’t look at me, maybe I’ll leave Oh But I love you I’m scared of you, Yes, I’m scared of you I’m scared of people, no matter what you do It doesn’t matter what you call it I could be shy introverted or just quiet I might prefer to be alone like an arachnophobe prefers to not be around spiders Just don’t look at me, Don’t look at me, I’m not here Just don’t look at me, Don’t look at me, Maybe I’ll leave Oh But I love you
8.
I'm Right 03:35
You are so wrong It makes me sad You must be thoroughly delusional You must not know anything at all I shouldn’t waste my time, talking to you cause I’m right What did you say? What? That’s not ok oh shame on you How dare you say something so absurd I’ll prove you wrong with this little blurb I shouldn’t waste my time respecting you cause I’m right If only I Had much more power to make things right I have the science now don’t you see I don’t like dictators unless they’re me I shouldn’t waste my time thinking things through cause I’m right I’m open-minded There’s room for argument, but not so much I’ve zero tolerance for your beliefs I’ll let you exist just not anywhere near me I shouldn’t waste my time noticing you cause I’m right Wait a minute, we’re in the real world we got problems, I’m not stupid I could solve them, but you will make them worse It’s not right, people are dying There’s one solution, here is a cabin It’s really nice, don’t you think? It’s not a prison, you’re just not allowed to leave Until we know, you’re on our side I shouldn’t waste my time noticing you I shouldn’t waste my time respecting you I shouldn’t waste my time thinking things through or talking to you cause I’m right
9.
I’m not good enough I don’t work hard enough I don’t play hard enough I don’t eat well enough I don’t sleep well enough I don’t meditate enough I don’t listen well enough I don’t exercise enough I don’t sing well enough I go on twitter too much I sit on the couch too much I think about money too much I procrastinate too much I never know what to say I waste time every day I do it all halfway I’m throwing my life away Voices in my head tell me it’s true You nice people say it’s not but what do you know? I’m not good enough I wrote a song last year It’s called "you are enough" You should listen to it See the paradox Take this with a grain of salt Take it for what it’s worth Most days I’m not good enough Most days I’m not good enough I make too many mistakes Same ones I make every day It is not ok I’ve got to change someday I’m not good enough (You are enough) (You are just right) (You see your faults) (But can you see your light) (Put down your worry) (Just for today) (Tomorrow will come) (And you will find your way)
10.
Writing songs makes me happy Writing songs makes me happy Most days I don’t wanna write songs, I don’t wanna write songs, I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t Most days if I try to write songs, It’ll turn out all wrong like I knew it would all along but Sometimes fate will smile at me and give me a song I like It’s been a while, I forgot how it feels Writing songs makes me happy Writing songs makes me happy The world is messed up, and so are you And so am I so what am I supposed to do? Try to stay busy, avoid going crazy Try not to think of the meaninglessness of this life that we’re facing Maybe it’s all just a distraction from a pointless life Maybe it’s okay to have fun Writing songs makes me happy Writing songs makes me happy
11.
When I finish this album, what am I gonna do?

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released June 4, 2022

All songs written, performed, and produced by Paul Barton. Additional vocals on track 4 by Steph Drouin.

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